My family and most of my friends... suck. I don't think I've ever felt so alone, and I haven't even left yet. I was really, really excited about my progress on my PT yesterday and everything else I've been working on. I think I might actually be good at this, good at fucking something (after dropping out of college 3 times and barely graduating from high school.) I just wanted someone to be happy for me. I want someone to be happy for me that I actually feel good for a fucking change, even though I DO know how insanely difficult this will be.
All I hear is that I'm brainwashed, I shouldn't do this, I don't know what I'm getting myself into, and most of all, I can't do this. Well, fuck everyone. Fuck you all in the fucking neck. I hope you choke on your own vitriol, pricks.
The more they tell me I can't and I won't, the stronger I feel, the more motivated I am to fucking own this. You tell me I can't do it, and I'll be the fucking best there ever was. Fuck you. I can do motherfucking anything. I'm God-damned invincible. I don't fucking need you. And what fucking right do you have to say shit about my life anyways? What the fuck are you doing with yours? Getting plastered in one form or another is the only priority of anyone giving me this shit, so get off your high horse b/c it's dying of a fucking overdose.
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