I wish you were here.

I got promoted. Ha ha HA! I rock.

I got kind of sad when I said goodbye to my old boss on my (3rd) last day today. She's really cool.

Thanks to my brother's observation, I realized the obvious thing to help my sit ups. I only have a hard time with the second half up, so I just practice the 2nd half for a while and the full sit ups get a LOT easier. I'm surprised he was willing to help me figure out. I think sometimes he forgets to stay mad. I like those times.

This will probably be the last time I write for, quite a fucking while. Email me tonight with your real address if you want to stay in touch. Otherwise, Hol will hve mine.

Guess this ended up posted probably too late for that, oh well. Said a lot of goodbyes today. It's all starting to feel pretty real and kind of scary. I think I'll actually feel better once I'm on my way. it's too hard saying goodbye. I don't like it and I'm damn tired of it, and it's only the beginning. Some day, I will no longer roam away from the people I love, and God willing, some day, they won't leave me either. Man. Stupid heartache. I don't even know which way to turn, there's so many people I miss already, or have been missing for a while.

I wish, I wish, I wish. If wishes were kisses, I'd never be lonely again.